A Dirty Thirty, For The Lies I May Have Told Myself (30/30)

Another entry taken down earlier than published. No time to get into the inspirations. I hope the title of this article, and the piece itself, are explanatory enough.  

2/30:

If your heart is ever broken, write something beautiful/

everyday until it is over/

Write bright holes in your dark situation/

 until it feels like you are staring at the stars/

Exhale at every piece made, and give each one the breathe of life/

Pray to the sky, like it is made of ears and emotions/

 Like one of these nights, your glistening sky will breath back at you and tell you how your bright days are going to happen/

Pray until you see almanacs in your albums/

 Pray until that voice in the back of your mind no longer tells you that you should care/

 He doesn't care/

Neither does she/

Why do you?/

 Why aren't you writing?/

 How did you forget that friends are fickle, business interests are separate, and that your heart is best left alone?/

Your nights are dark because you gave your universe to someone who has yet to appreciate the backyard you've introduced them to/

And have yet to replenish your own set of stars in your sky/

Stop sitting up in the dark, if you're not going to be writing/

Stop facing the ugly, if you aren't going to create something beautiful/

Don't kill yourself, Theon/

You're killing yourself, like this/

You need love/

And the only love that works for real, is the love that has to come from you/

You don't have to go to sleep if you don't want to/

Sit up under the stars/

Make love to yourself/

Laugh at your own jokes/

And make fun of the people who aren't quick enough to catch the punchlines/

You need you, Theon/

I need you/

Don't ever/ 

Give up on me/

Mid-life Reflections & Literal Outburst (literally)

It's the 23rd of April, I know I know, shoot to kill me later.  There's been a lot going on outside, for there to not be going on inside. Perhaps because I stopped going inside, in the first place. Nevertheless, I am here for the first time this year to set things straight.


I'm not gonna hold anyone hostage with a massive post. Just gonna start slow, and drop off a few noted feelings and lies I might have told myself.  So, here it is. 1 of my 30/30 collection, short of two days. Enjoy:

1/30:

I want you to know that yes/

You are getting away with it/

I want you to know that/

The next couple of text messages you answer giggling

will smell like middle school mascots

And sound like backyard end zones/

You won't have to worry about speed/

You won't have to worry about shoving your palm, into my face on the way out to the driveway/

No ones gonna stop you/

All they will do is watch you/

Don't be coy

Don't be the idiot that spends weeks trying to master the arcade games on Shen Mu/

Brick on top of brick/

I should've never told you this morning/ what birds of a feather do

Now, my shit twitches on some of my flyer days/

But you won't have to worry/

This piece is our secret/

This piece is solely between me and the you you grabbed by the collar bone/ and woke into reality/

But I fell asleep with my arms wrapped around her/

This piece will never reach the light of day/

Trust/

It won't even take all morning for me to hide it/

Let alone finish/

This is a quick thought/

On the way to religious/

15 push-ups, with my hands in 'u' formation/

Crazy cause/

The harder it gets to push away,

The more rewarding it is to see what is beneath me/

'U'/

I realized you/

Aren't getting away/

Just watching me expand my vanish point, so you click your heels/

Not together/

But up and down/ to pretend that the rocks you are kicking are from the moon/

Well keep sliding baby/

In fact, could you move a little faster/ toward the east/

You are blocking the center of my universe/

It won't be dark here, for long/

And I don't need to be distracted by some bitch/

Whose shots are only called when she hits the switch/

If dig deep enough/

If I look hard enough/

If I scream loud enough/

I will taste the brilliance boiling up from my gut/

There was never switch/

I am the light of my life/

I lied/

This is not about you/

It is about face, and March will be over soon/

You were right/

I do burn across the galaxy instead of lighting for myself, alone/

Bitch, I'm the Sun/

Real friends are like planets/

We're all dizzy from taking shots in the dark and carrying the weight on our shoulders/

But when one of us shines/

All of us become colorful/

We are a beautiful rainbow of confusion/ and all you will ever know is how lonely it is to glow/

White is a shade/

I'll allow you to parade/

Around the little backyard you call getting away

Something Televising...

THEON VLOG 3 from Bayette George on Vimeo.


  A little trouble I got into with Athari Media. Special shoutout to videographer/photographer Bayette George Check it out, then check him out. And of course, there's plenty where that came from. More videos and photos coming soon.  Stay tuned with your truly.

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Man On Foot Pt.3: Theon Lee @ RAW Artists (Old National Centre)

  It has been quite a long while, since we've last used this page. So much, that we even forgot it existed. But we're back. And in good timing. This time, catch yours truly at the Old National Centre on May 14th, as he features with RAW (natural born artists). If you've never witnessed Theon's quirky, graceful, rambunctious, and completely bipolar performance, now is the time. Tickets can be found on This Link. The first 20 purchases get a complimentary (free) copy of  the "Transpiracy Theorist" album.

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Until next time, Love, Peace, & Purpose

Theon Lee

World Meet Jack...

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